stucked. Life's so screwed.
SO DEAD.
hello. how are you? Good day? I hope so.
Today is obvious not a good day for me. I think I might have a just pass for accounts. Yesterday, Fay slapped me. A real hard one. It didn't give me any wake up call or whatever it is. I don't know what I'm doing. Why am I doing this. My heart is aching. This is probably the worse examination ever. Last night, I wanted to give everything up. I'm so sick and tired of everything. It's repeating but its getting worse. I can't trust anyone. I don't trust you.
Tomorrow's another day. Sigh. I'm struggling as the days come along. I can't accept the way my family lead their life. Once I'm out of SGS, I'm moving out of home. I don't understand why God give me such life. Jean finally heard the truth from me. I'm very sorry to keep lying to you. I have my reasons for it and I'm glad you understand me. Thank you. I'm glad my close friends are still standing by me despite the way I treated them. I owe Grace and Ruth a big apology. We'll hang out soon after exams okay? Felicia[my slut. teehee], we'll go out soon too.
Baby, I still love you but I can't be with you 'cause I don't want to. I'm sorry. I know I sound a little ridiculous and egoistic. Maybe you should move on. I know at times I may fall back but I know soon, I won't anymore.
"One day, I know I'll lose everything."
Everything that belongs to me is breaking down. First, I lost my Swatch watch. Then my Baby G watch. Then my Casio watch is not working. After that, I can't seemed to replace the battery for my brown leather Fossil watch. And now, my black leather Fossil watch is dying. I think I'll have to send for repair soon. One of my timex watch is already dead. Fay's permanently using my expensive Cyma watch. The most expensive one. Sigh. I thought of keeping it. But it seemed like its hers, She'll scold me if I wear it. Nuts right? So now, I've got NO WATCH. Then my Creative Zen is dying on me too. Pictures are either missing or unable to open in my hp. I saw the clocks in Molecule. I liked most of them. Very Zen kind. So I'll probably wish for it for Christmas. hehe. I'll feel naked without watches. Fine, I'll go for watch shopping soon. Right now, I think cK watches are HOT. I still want my DKNY watch. Woot. I'm being to sound materialistic. I mean, these are things that I wished for. But of course, I know I won't get them. Alrights. Slut! I know you're always reading my entries. You're invited to shop with Fara to look for watches. haha. ON?
I WANT THAT NIKE BAG. THE NEW ONE.. YES!!
hello. how are you? Good day? I hope so.
Today is obvious not a good day for me. I think I might have a just pass for accounts. Yesterday, Fay slapped me. A real hard one. It didn't give me any wake up call or whatever it is. I don't know what I'm doing. Why am I doing this. My heart is aching. This is probably the worse examination ever. Last night, I wanted to give everything up. I'm so sick and tired of everything. It's repeating but its getting worse. I can't trust anyone. I don't trust you.
Tomorrow's another day. Sigh. I'm struggling as the days come along. I can't accept the way my family lead their life. Once I'm out of SGS, I'm moving out of home. I don't understand why God give me such life. Jean finally heard the truth from me. I'm very sorry to keep lying to you. I have my reasons for it and I'm glad you understand me. Thank you. I'm glad my close friends are still standing by me despite the way I treated them. I owe Grace and Ruth a big apology. We'll hang out soon after exams okay? Felicia[my slut. teehee], we'll go out soon too.
Baby, I still love you but I can't be with you 'cause I don't want to. I'm sorry. I know I sound a little ridiculous and egoistic. Maybe you should move on. I know at times I may fall back but I know soon, I won't anymore.
"One day, I know I'll lose everything."
Everything that belongs to me is breaking down. First, I lost my Swatch watch. Then my Baby G watch. Then my Casio watch is not working. After that, I can't seemed to replace the battery for my brown leather Fossil watch. And now, my black leather Fossil watch is dying. I think I'll have to send for repair soon. One of my timex watch is already dead. Fay's permanently using my expensive Cyma watch. The most expensive one. Sigh. I thought of keeping it. But it seemed like its hers, She'll scold me if I wear it. Nuts right? So now, I've got NO WATCH. Then my Creative Zen is dying on me too. Pictures are either missing or unable to open in my hp. I saw the clocks in Molecule. I liked most of them. Very Zen kind. So I'll probably wish for it for Christmas. hehe. I'll feel naked without watches. Fine, I'll go for watch shopping soon. Right now, I think cK watches are HOT. I still want my DKNY watch. Woot. I'm being to sound materialistic. I mean, these are things that I wished for. But of course, I know I won't get them. Alrights. Slut! I know you're always reading my entries. You're invited to shop with Fara to look for watches. haha. ON?
I WANT THAT NIKE BAG. THE NEW ONE.. YES!!
never say never in whatever you do.
